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Subject:the sparrow is in the nest
Time:06:44 pm
Current Mood:sickmy head hurts
fuck yesterday was crazy tom picke me up and i had to sneak out all mission impossible style and my stupid cat kept following me and meowing all obnoxious and ummmmmm finally i got out and in the car, we went to get our forties and then were off to jessicas we weere laggin it on drinking so we just split one and saved the rest, jessica cut his hair, he dropped me off, i woke up at five am shaking really hard, drank a lot of milk, went to work, stayed extra hours and my boss is giving me saturday to close fuuck i think imma call off but its gonna be obvious cos i was bitching about it a lot to her, were gonna go to vegas tonight and be obnoxious party animals somewhere new, vote bush
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Current Music:the shins -so says i(best song ever fucker)
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Subject:DAAAMN
Time:07:20 am
Current Mood:sicksick
fuck last night was a toughie, couldnt sleep, too scared, shakey vision, steam, shadow people, i only slept like half an hour and i could still feel it, still feel choppy and i have to drive to work at 12 noooooo.. my head hurts real bad too.. so that pic was of me and al doing what caused all of this hahah
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Subject:motha fuckin saturday and sunday: im blasted
Time:06:32 pm
Current Mood:contentcontent

damn so last night we spent the money for femme fatality on treasure.. booze and ciggarettes, and so we were looking for something close by to attend cos hollywood is far, we found this lil party in north fontana that shit was booty it was like a shitload of sixteen year olds like it was a typical highschool party, annoying kids moshing to annoying bands, we were bored so we just drank in toms car me al tom maricela and omar and i remember i was feeling good we went to this hotel this lil sleazy hotel and jessica(turtle) and Carl and other people were there, i passed out on the bed and in the morning i woke up with a bunch of shitty make up on and my nails painted, jenny painted me up like a french hooker, we bought sodas and shit then we chopped it up well me al and jenny mostly me and al though we were feeling really good and having all these intricate conversations and just sitting outside in th sun and shit, that shit was nice, Tom was a fuckin zombie all hungover and with a pounding headache cos htey played a drinking game.. carl cant hang with axrxm cos he lost hahah fag, tom won hes the king and shit, king of my weener, so it was tight in the hotel feeling good and peeping my hustler mag and smokin ciggs and talking with everyone we had a great time we even kept paying ten bucks to stay another hour, so finally we left and dropped off mari, then we went to fios house and practiced that shit was brutal cos me and al were getting tired fast and shit and Tom had a huge headache but it was ok, they tried to call me into work but i was like "this is my first day off in three weeks i have plans" yeah so after practice we came here to burn some cds i love my friends i had this tight pic on this but i know imma get shit for it so i took it off

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Subject:meh.. imm gonna update this lj instead till i find someone who could make my shit look rad
Time:04:16 pm
Current Mood:amusedamused
Hey, yesterday was a fuckin blast, fuck, so i went home after work and lil gnarly arley came we watch saw that shits brutal then we went panning for gold(getting our treasure bitch!!!) and then it was off to the show at first it wa sjust us and shit but slowly little by little that shit got packed, we played a fast and furious set like no one got into it but i dont care i didnt expect all the crusties and shit to get into it especially when we have songs like "bitch ass budokai" "eat fresh bitch" and other random topics but yeah we played i was prett ybuzzed but we did good then at the end of it i got another forty and hung out with nina<33 mostly fuck she's rad, the party got shut down fuckin cops so me and tom were pretending to be sober hahahahha OH YEAH i forgot about when we went to 711 i bought: cigarrettes, a sandwhich, bean burrito, a hustler, candy... damn i waste my money on fun temporary shit pretty soon my forties will be empty, food eaten, ciggs smoked and ill get bored of that mag after i jack off to it like 8 times, i woke up today with a headache and shit but its just another battle wound damn tonight were gonna handle nasty again!!!
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Current Music:hell yeah should be the name of a band
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Time:09:36 pm
Current Mood:gigglygiggly
HEY i made a new Livejournal so add me pleaaaaase if i havent already added you i made a clever ass name:
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Subject:deep as any paper plate, dressed just like the girl beside you
Time:09:24 am
Current Mood:blankblank
so last night the party kinda ended, im sad cos i didnt want it to have to come to it but its just hard right now but you're still awesome and i hope nothing else changes cos i liked hanging out even when you had another bf, driving home in the rain is crazy people are fuckin' crazy, i thought of all these cool ideas for suicide boy pics last night, lots of shit to do this weekend.
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Subject:"are you drunk tom?" "i feel different"
Time:09:41 am
Current Mood:confusedconfused
so this weekend was pretty gay but i guess it had its moments, i felt a lot of confusion with all the shit going on, lets see friday Tom picked me up and we got some treasure, we got some liquid gold!! ARGH MATEY!! and went to the showcase to kill time, it was tight we were just chilling there all buzzed talking shit hahah, lil chris were waiting for tom to finish making out with his gf and we saw this car with like 5 girls standing in front of it, and i was just like "lets go talk to them" and we sick handled, i just walked up and was like "...are you guys on myspace" hahah after talking we went back and we finally took off to the tiki room, as soon as we got there it sucked cos pinche andres i didnt wanna go on first ,like no one was there, we were supposed to go on second and i dont get why bands have to be punished for being repsonsible, all the people there were talking shit, i dont get why Al and omar were taking it, especially al i thought hed be like "fuck you guys" to them, but only me and tom were talking shit back, i mean if they arent paying us, what gives them the right to be total dicks about everything as if they were doing us some kind of favor or encouraging us, anyways me and tom wanted to get a lil more fucked up so it wouldnt be so bad being on stage with like five people in the crowd just standing there, those assholes wouldnt leaveu s alone for like five minutes, but we handled and went in, they didnt wanna let me in cos i was talking shit, but fuck them, i was on stage and one of the security came and still had to search my shit, so we played and it was ok, during fuck that shit omar sings and i tried to get everyone in the crowd moving but someone grabbed me and threw me to the ground hard, i remember i thought i went def cos my head hit on one side and the impact was loud on my ear so my ear stung, and i climbed back on stage and we finished, we left and came back and they had told security not to let me in at all anymore, fuuuuuuuck that's fuckin gay, i was all by myself outside, then silencio sean found me and said he'd get me in at fifty one, so we walked across the street and i saw nessa ray louie and dez, so i went to the car where we chilled, then tom called and i had to go find him he was mad cos i had his keys but i had totally forgot, and i forgot his cell was in the car cos i was calling and no one would pick up.. ahh but he forgave me, we went back to the showcase and chilled more and went home
SATURDAY: I woke up with a pounding headache and nausea at first i thought "im just hungover" so i took a shower and i got out and my head was pounding like really hard, and i felt sooo tired, like id close my eyes just to not be dizzy, i couldnt eat either i knew i felt out of it cos i had no food in my system but everything made me wanna puke, tom kept advising i eat different shit and it only made me puke haha fuckin tom, i ate some tomatoes cos they were all juicy and bright but then later on i was puking into a tin can in my room, even water made me wanna puke, i felt like i was dying, so i seriously think i had a concussion or something cos i felt like sleeping and my head hurt sooo bad, i was laying on my bed and bored tom was like "LETS GO ALREADY" and iw as like "ten more minutes" damn i felt like shit, but i got up and we got in the car, i was dozing and then drea called and we decided to pick her up, i started feeling a lil better, i forced down a chicken bbq sandwhich at carls jr(thanks drea) and i totally felt better after that, we went to the party it was a sick jam packed scene party hahah i met a lot of cool people and danced and we didnt get to play cos all the bands were being dicks and no one would let us play and Omar got shitfaced off one nighttrain even though he claims "its all i need dude" and Al was high.. eh im not mad cos it was pretty fun just chillin, drea got mad at me, i thought about a lot of stuff, im still thinking about stuff, i wish i had the answers for everything. we listened to david bowie in the parking lot cos there were no parties, we dropped off drea, me and tom slept and today he left at 8 am i think ill be dancing it up at moving units later, i dont like my lj anymore i want a new one..
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Subject:im fat dude
Time:09:31 am

damn yesterday i had to walk from sierra to my house cos i only had a dollar for the bus and its not enough for the two buses to get home, so i walked a shitload in the puddles and stuff.. i saw this old lady and she looked up and i waved and she smiled and it was a special moment hahah, it was an emo walking through puddles in the cold air walk and i had the shins on my cd player, um... today were playing tiki room i honestly dont expect that good of a turnout cos AxRxM/bastardass/acxdc used to play together like everyweekend for free so whod come all the way to pomona and see us for 8 bucks you know.. either way hanging out with homies and getting fucked up is good enough though ending notes:

-my stomach hurts

-i miss you drea

-fuck rain

-sopla bitch

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Subject:i knew you knew i liked you
Time:07:56 am
Current Mood:excitedyay theyre playing next week!!

DAAAANG i gave my weekend a lil boostie, that shit was tight foo!!! damn, god damn, it all started with me getting home and Al called me about practice, so i called up Gnarly Arley(tom) and told him to pick me up, i had a big ass forty of mickeys in my manpurse so we went to sergios by then omar had already gone to work, and we couldnt practice at sergios, so me and Tom drank it up, we got a lil buzz which made us fiend for more like nasty so we hit up the secret spot and came back with a six pack of sparks!!! and a smirnoff for serg, we drank it and went to anthony's all crunked that fucker let us practice and eat all his food and myspace his computer, damn anthony's mom is hot hahahah. so everyone left, me and tom got in the car and were bored so we went and got another six pack of sparks for like.. 5 bucks that fucker let us get an IOU and shit, we owe him two bucks, so we went to sergios to get toms cell and we were gonna go to this guy mitchs kickback but we were like "fuck it, were at sergios already lets handle" damn me and tom drank it up again, then for some reason we ended up doing noz and fuckin serg burned me with a bowl, and we were on myspace, and then we were going home, tom got a flat, we were too weak to pull the tire off after the bolts were off so sergio senior came and helped us and we went to my house were we passed out, this morning my brother woke me up at 5 and said "dad took the car".. that fucker probably got mad cos i stayed out late on a weeknight, what a faggot anyways i took these pictures cos i was bored and had the day off yesterday:

my hair

my cat hates me

im sad ...

im happy again!!!

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Subject:and had me to a stroll with you
Time:09:35 am
Current Mood:crankycranky

damn, fuck my parents, i hate my house sometimes, i hate how they tell me to do or not to do certain things cos they "care" but in reality they just hate feeling a loss of control, if they cared how come theyre so distant, everytime im spoken to its to get scolded for something or told not to do something yet its never a "how are you", it sucks, they dont even buy food anymore, i think the only meal i eat all day is at subway, right now im starving and there isnt anything for breakfast, since my cousin and uncle live here, my parents started not buying groceries and just eating out together every day, gay. anyways i bleached some of my hair i was scared at first but i think it looks ok:

im wearing shades in the morning

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